Saturday, 17 December 2011

Im Sorry ♥

Im sorry for saying that i was fine when the truth is im in so much pain,
Im sorry for saying that i was ok when the truth is sadness all around me,
Im sorry for saying that i was at home when the truth is im at the hospital,
Im sorry for saying theres nothing wrong going on me when the truth is im facing with the death.
Im sorry for NOT TELLING you the TRUTH

And lastly Im Sorry for telling you lies and hide all the truth.
It just because i dont want you to worried,
I dont want you to feel sad,
I dont want you to drop any single tears from your eyes,
Unless im truly gone,
But dont worry i try to hold on,
I will be strong for you guys,

I will not saying GOODBYE until its was really time for me to go.
Thats my PROMISE :')

Pee/Ass :: Do forgive me if i had do wrong things to you guys.
                I never meant to do that.
                People would never be perfect so as our life.
                So,appreciate your life and live it as good as possible.
                Dont waste it or you will regret it :')

Wednesday, 14 December 2011

The Feeling Of Loneliness

Have you ever felt this damn feeling?
Feels like it just only YOU here in this big whole wide world that is full with hipocrit peoples.
They really good in ACTING NICE,seems like they CARE so much about you but actually they dont.
They just CARR about your POPULARITY,your MONEY,your KINDNESS to them.
They always be there in our HAPPY TIMEs,
BUT. . . .

When we sick,sad,crying here all alone,
No! Nobody came to share the pain with you,nobody even talk to you even you facing with death.
It just you with this damn feeling.
Its hurt to be that way,its hurt to know that nobody's care about you.
Sometimes,i ask myself..
" Would they even care if i die?"
" And should i die now?"

But SUICIDE is the stupidest thing to do.
U will just been throw to the HELL by God because not appreciating the life that HE gave.
U wont get anything by doing tat fuck thing!
so,i wont KILL MYSELF :')

I just hope that this feeling of loneliness go away.
I just hope there someone who i can count on,someone that can be there when im sick,sad & lonely :(
I just hope,hope & hope but it just hopeless guys.
Right here waiting all alone T^T
Right here facing the death alone T^T